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2007-03-12T15:04:00.000+08:00

hey ;) its been a long time i dint update my bloggie haha.
i was doin well.yea :)
everything was fine.mi n my last ex has been better.
still contact as friends :)
miss u all so much!!
will update soon :)

2006-12-25T15:40:00.000+08:00

when i cough,my lungs hurts.
i cant stand it.it hurt real bad.

2006-12-20T19:36:00.000+08:00

its been a long time ive been waiting for a special day to come.
happy 2years anniversary to me starting from a day tomorow.
without any celebration with him,how can i call this a special day?
due for some other things more important he has to do,we have to cancel it.
we have to plan it other days beside tomorow.
but it wasnt fun at all.i want it to be tomorow on our special day.
it upsad me bcus there's nuthing for tomorow.and it even upsad mi more when he scold me for nuthing.i think it hurt him bcus he dint get any approve leave by his rsm.okey den i understand.but u dun have to shout at mi as if ive done wrong to u.
i dun know whats with him.i dun know who his frustrated about.
im feeling down.i wanna cry.
i dun like listening to what he said.
he regret having mi that is what was said.
please tell mi that wasnt true.please tell mi that :(
someone please coax mi :(

2006-12-20T14:36:00.000+08:00

Life is Short
They say it takes a minute
to find a special person,
an hour to appreciate them.
a day to love them,
but then an entire life
to forget them.

ps:1more day to my 2years anniversary.weeeee :)

2006-12-19T14:58:00.000+08:00

im confused.tired of everything.
which should i trust?i dun know.im confused.
i wont be blogging soon.internet connection will be gone.
must i delete this account?

why must u do this to me?
where have i done wrongs?
i just wan u to understand.why must u tell others?
can u just kept it personal?just shut ur fuckin mouth!
argghh!!how i hate this when happen.
u are nothing!we are just friends.not more!
so dun make up stories telling others that I'M URS!!
im so pissed off.

2006-12-10T20:52:00.000+08:00

i have a new k750i!!yea!!haha.
dun know why im so excited about it.
well okey.when to bugis just now with hanan.
he just bought a new mp4 yesterday.but there's some problems with his new earpiece.so we when bugis to get it changed.
walked past bugis street and there were alot of things there.i just loved that kind of place were u can find anything u want.
there's a bag,a cute one.i saw some people wore it.which i call it erm haha it sound funny okey erm it's called "bag ade org".haha.
how to describe the bag ehk..erm..
it's a sling bag.and there's a bunny behine it.there are even voodoos.cute tau!!
okey so we moved on..
hanan interested in some watches.a watch which can be spin.
maybe that kind of watches suitable for guys.as for me it doesnt suit me well haha.
there's so many many many things there sey.i just loved it so much tau!!
woah,it's like i never been to that kind of place gitu ehk haha.
i've been lar.i just loved it :):):):):):):)
ate at burger king.hanan treat me.thank u so much deary :D
i think for people who were on diets,u better go to burger king.u know why?because it make u *burps* till night.like me.hahaha :D its true okey.
okey that's it.im done.mum gonna cut of the internet connection soon.mayb next year.i dun know.but here comes cable vision :):):)
gdnytez..

2006-12-08T12:25:00.000+08:00

when to Chinese Gardens yesterday with hanan.

yesh i was excited hehe :)

we dint took any pictures due to late plan.if we plan it earlier i oready bring along my digicam.

but i did took some pictures from the net.

it took us 20 minutes i guess to search for turtles museum.

my foots hurts due to long distance of walking.

at last we found the turtle museum.we almost gave up tau haha.

he paid for mi the price which cost $5 per adult.thank u!!

how i wish i could have one giant turtle at home :)

2006-12-06T08:56:00.000+08:00

had online exam.it's tough.yea haha.dint study.
had second exam later on.

im confused.had someone in mind lately.
we are friends not more then that.really.
but to him,im his.i can see.yes i can.
the way u look into my eyes.
the way u talk to mi.
the way stare mi.
the way u act.
i just wanna be friends.but i dint know how to speak or tell u how it feels.
i already had someone i loved.n he'll be the onli one.
i dun want to make it all mix up between mi and two relationships.
friends will be fine with mi.
i dun wanna hurts u.
i just want u to understand.
i dun want u to get it all wrong..
i dint hate u.i love u but onli has a friends.
u have what i want.we share almost everything.
arrghh..how can i tell u all this without hurting u.
u wont be reading this inside my blog.
i have to tell u personally.
but i dint know how to..
somebody please tell mi what i must do.
i dun wanna leave him.i jush wanna be friends.
we live as friends.

a broken friendship.

2006-11-27T18:00:00.000+08:00

You say you care,
And that you'll always be there,
Now i know it was all an act,
So give urself a pat on the back,
Cuz i fell for it,
You lied straight to my face,
You called me your best friend,
But now i'm nothing,
It's like i don't matter anymore,
You don't treat me the same,
It's like i was just a game,
You treated me like your friend,
For a certain amount of time,
You used me,
Then threw me away,
I can still call you my best friend,
But people wonder why,I didn't stand up earlier,
And tell you how i felt,
This has been going on for a while now,
But i guess once again,
It's my fault.
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Your words cut like hot knives stabbing at my soul..
Thrashing me with the accuracy of Jack the ripper on a mission to cause havoc on the lives they say he stole Some part of me wonders if what you say is true...
another part, the paranoid part wonders if those words were writen by you..
I can only take your word for it, and at face value that will have to do...
but something was lost that night...
something between me and you...
Once we were almost one,we would speak before the other...
now you've gone and stabbed me...
and I have ran for cover..
Im scared to say any of the words...
that lay deep with in...For I am waiting..cowering...
for you to stab me again...
I wonder if you even care about those words which were once said and if the notion of my feelings even popped up in your head?
I ponder at the reason why..
and I only draw a blankFor, I can only blame myself...
so its me who I should thank?
I guess its easy to forget...
when it doesnt directly impact on you..
.But my thoughts are left scattered..
and I dont know what to do...
I will bounce back up like I always do, to be pushed and kicked again...
And again I'll end up laying there..all to be your friend..
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to my broken friend,
thanks for all the sharing.the loving.the caring u gave me.
i dint thought this would happened but it does.
i mish everything we had together.
but this have to end.
i dint wan to.no i dint.i wan to stayed but i cant.
because you push mi aside and not giving me any chances nomore.
why you easily give up on me?
i know it's all my fault.
im sorry..i give in ):
you're still my beshfrend after all although for you im nothing.

2006-11-27T08:24:00.000+08:00

it all started in the morning when i was soundly sleeping so peacefully
hugging my *bantal bucuk* sucking my thumb :P:P:P
heard my dad's loud voice,woke mi up..
dad and mum quarrel over money.
dad was so pissed off wib mum because she kept everything to herself.
well dad is a money spender.he dint by goods actually..bought some toy stuff for my little brother.
he dint know what to buy actually but he want to spend his money.
ciggy is always in his mind although he dint admit that he smoked.
mum always want everything in her hands.
she dint want people to touch her things or peek her things.
she want to keep everything by herself.
what can i call her then?hmmm..
what i heard from dad is mum dint take good care of mi and my other siblings.
she onli care about her parents.
all the money she have including dad's money.go to her parents.
dint left any for dad,mi nor my siblings.
but that isnt true okey daddie.
if mum dint left any for us,that means i dint get any money to go to school.
but everyday i did get some.and to u too..
everywan is fair right..
sometimes i too think what ur thinking about mum.
but when i think twice,i was wrong..
really really really wrong..
so dad please dun think like that okey.
sometimes u also have to understand.
so people will understand u too..

okey thats it,im going to school.bye.

2006-11-26T18:24:00.000+08:00

outing wib my family earlier on.

farm mart here we go!!

how i wish all my cute little turtles will be BIG as this (:

black and white cow + rabbit = moobit.haha :D

smoothing kambing.

den off to koon lee nursery pte.

love flowers (:

2006-11-26T11:39:00.000+08:00

okey.ferstly i had so much fun yesterday.weeee :)
gone for swimming wib hunnie.yes its damn fun.
planing to meet him at 2pm at jurong east..
he woke up late sia.nearly 2pm baru nak bangun!!
getting dress up da macam mak bonda..
put on make up i guess.haha .
reach clementi at 4pm i guess.
while walking to the swimming complex,it start to rained..
oready reached,get change..uwww..he's sexy hahaha :P
i thought it will be okey to swim while its raining..
so i just jump down into the pool, a minute later there were lighting..
and the lifeguard blewed his wissle and we were asked to leave the pool..
actualy it onli take a while..
so we decided to eat den since we dint even ate anything in the morning.
the rain stop,hunnie was excited to swim again.haha.so was me.
swim swim swim and we do all kinds of stupid stuff haha.
had so much fun larh..:):):)
okey and i think thats about it.
since luuee ask to update,i'll update :)
and luuee,ITS DONE!!hahaha :D

check out your month :)

2006-11-22T12:42:00.000+08:00

JANUARY
Ambitious and serious Loves to teach and be taught Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses Likes to criticize Hardworking and productive Smart, neat and organised Sensitive and has deep thoughts Knows how to make others happy Quiet unless excited or tensed Rather reserved Highly attentive Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds Romantic but has difficulties expressing love Loves children Loyal Needs to improve social abilities Easily jealous

FEBRUARY
Abstract thoughts Loves reality and abstract Intelligent and clever Changing personality Temperamental Quiet, shy and humble Low self esteem Honest and loyal Determined to reach goals Loves freedom Rebellious when restricted Loves aggressiveness Too sensitive and easily hurt Showing anger easily Dislike unnecessary things Loves making friends but rarely shows it Daring and stubborn Ambitious Realising dreams and hopes Sharp Loves entertainment and leisure Romantic on the inside not outside Superstitious and ludicrous Spendthrift Learns to show emotions

MARCH
Attractive personality Affectionate Shy and reserved Secretive Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic Loves peace and serenity Sensitive to others Loves to serve others Not easily angered Trustworthy Appreciative and returns kindness Observant and assess others Revengeful Loves to dream and fantasize Loves travelling Loves attention Hasty decisions in choosing partners Loves home decors Musically talented Loves special things Moody

APRIL
Active and dynamic Decisive and haste but tends to regret Attractive and affectionate to oneself Strong mentality Loves attention Diplomatic Consoling Friendly and solves people's problems Brave and fearless Adventurous Loving and caring Suave and generous Emotional Revengeful Aggressive Hasty Good memory Moving Motivate oneself and the others Sickness usually of the head and chest Easily get too jealous

MAY
Stubborn and hard-hearted Strong-willed and highly motivated Sharp thoughts Easily angered Attracts others and loves attention Deep feelings Beautiful physically and mentally Firm standpoint Easily influenced Needs no motivation Easily consoled Systematic (left brain) Loves to dream Strong clairvoyance Understanding Sickness usually in the ear and neck Good imagination Good debating skills Good physical Weak breathing Loves literature and the arts Loves travelling Dislike being at home Restless Not having many children Hardworking High spirited Spendthrift

JUNE
Thinks far with vision Easily influenced by kindness Polite and soft-spoken Having lots of ideas Sensitive Active mind Hesitating Tends to delay Choosy and always wants the best Temperamental Funny and humorous Loves to joke Good debating skills Talkative Daydreamer Friendly Knows how to make friends Abiding Able to show character Easily hurt Prone to getting colds Loves to dress up Easily bored Fussy Seldom show emotions Takes time to recover when hurt Brand conscious Executive Stubborn Those who loves me are enemies Those who hates me are friends

JULY
Difficult to fathom and to be understood Quiet unless excited or tensed Has reputation Easily consoled Honest Concern about people's feelings Friendly Approachable Very emotional Unpredictable and temperamental Moody and easily hurt Witty and sarky Sentimental Neither forgives nor forgets Caring and loving Strong sense of sympathy Judge people through observations Loves to be alone Always broods about the past and the old friends Likes to be quiet Waits for friends Not aggressive unless provoked Loves to be loved Easily hurt and takes long to recover Overly concerned Puts in effort in work

AUGUST
Loves to joke Attractive Suave and caring Brave and fearless Firm and has leadership qualities Knows how to console others Too generous and egoistic Takes high pride of oneself Thirsty for praises Extraordinary spirit Easily angered Angry when provoked Easily jealous Observant Careful and cautious Thinks quickly Independent thoughts Loves to lead and to be led Loves to dream Talented in the arts, music and defence Sensitive but not petty Poor resistance against illnesses Learns to relax Hasty and rushy Romantic Loving and caring Loves to make friends

SEPTEMBER
Suave and compromising Careful, cautious and organised Likes to point out people's mistakes Likes to criticize Quiet but able to talk well Calm and cool Kind and sympathetic Concerned and detailed Trustworthy, loyal and honest Does work well Sensitive Thinking Good memory Clever and knowledgeable Loves to look for information Must control oneself when criticising Able to motivate oneself Understanding Secretive Loves sports, leisure and travelling Hardly shows emotions Tends to bottle up feelings Choosy especially in relationships Loves wide things Systematic

OCTOBER
Loves to chat Loves those who loves him Loves to takes things at the centre Attractive and suave Inner and physical beauty Does not lie or pretend Sympathetic Treats friends importantly Always making friends Easily hurt but recovers easily Bad tempered Selfish Seldom helps unless asked Daydreamer Very opinionated Does not care of what others think Emotional Decisive Strong clairvoyance Loves to travel, the arts and literature Soft-spoken, loving and caring Romantic Touchy and easily jealous Concerned Loves outdoors Just and fair Spendthrift and easily influenced Easily lose confidence

NOVEMBER
Has a lot of ideas Difficult to fathom Thinks forward Unique and brilliant Extraordinary ideas Sharp thinking Fine and strong clairvoyance Can become good doctors Careful and cautious Dynamic in personality Secretive Inquisitive Knows how to dig secrets Always thinking Less talkative but amiable Brave and generous Patient Stubborn and hard-hearted If there is a will, there is a way Determined Never give up Hardly become angry unless provoked Loves to be alone Thinks differently from others Sharp-minded Motivates oneself Does not appreciates praises High-spirited Well-built and tough Deep love and emotions Romantic Uncertain in relationships Homely Hardworking High abilities Trustworthy Honest and keeps secrets Not able to control emotions Unpredictable

DECEMBER
Loyal and generous Patriotic Active in games and interactions Impatient and hasty Ambitious Influential in organizations Loves to socialize Loves praises Loves attention Loves to be loved Honest and trustworthy Not pretending Short tempered and egoistic Takes high pride in oneself Hates restrictions Loves to joke Good sense of humor Logical

check out your name :)

2006-11-21T22:42:00.000+08:00

now this is very true.

Does your name begin with: A.
U are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action.You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get.You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing. You are an up-front person. You often don't get hints & you ever pass any. Brains turn you on. You must feel that your partner is! intellectually stimulating, otherwise you will find it difficult to sustain the relationship. You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated. Your mate's physical attractiveness is important for you. You tend to be very Practical, & not very emotional Your choices are very good & can only lead to trouble. You are very self satisfied & egoistic.

Does your name begin with: B.
You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very happy to receive gifts as an expression of the affection of your lover. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate. You are private in your expression of endearments, and particular when it comes to love. You will hold off until everything meets with your approval. You can control your appetite & feelings. You require new sensations and experiences. You are willing to experiment.

Does your name begin with: C.
You are a very social individual, and it is important to you to have a relationship. You require closeness and togetherness. You want the object of your affection to be socially acceptable and good-looking. You see your lover as a friend and companion. You are very sensual, Needing someone to appreciate and almost worship you. When this cannot be achieved, you have the ability to hold out on affection until you receive this.. You are an expert at controlling your desires and doing without.

Does your name begin with: D.
Once you get it into your head that you want someone, you move full Steam ahead in your suit. You do not give up your quest easily. You are nurturing and caring. If someone has a problem, this turns you on. You are highly passionate, loyal, and intense in your involvement's, sometimes possessive and jealous. You are very sharp & talented often with sense of humour. When people bother to look deep inside they cannot resist what they see. You are stimulated by the eccentric and unusual, having a free and open attitude. You get jealous of other people and lose your temper .

Does your name begin with: E.
Your greatest need is to talk. If your date is not a good listener, you have trouble relating. A person must be intellectually stimulating or you are not interested sexually. You need a friend for a lover and a companion You hate disharmony and disruption, but you do enjoy a good argument once in a while-it seems to stir things up. You flirt a lot, for the challenge is more important. But once you give your heart away, you are uncompromisingly loyal. You will fall asleep with a good book. sometimes, in fact, you prefer a good book to a lover).

Does your name begin with: F.
You are idealistic and romantic, putting your lover on a pedestal. You look for the very best mate you can find. You are a flirt, yet once committed, you are very loyal. You are sensuous and privately passionate. Publicly, you can be showy, extravagant, and gallant. You are a born romantic. Dramatic love scenes are a favourite fantasy past time. You can be a very generous lover.

Does your name begin with: G.
You are fastidious, seeking perfection within yourself and your lover. You respond to a lover who is yourintellectual equal or superior, and one who can enhance your status. You are sensuous and know how to reach the peak of stimulation, because you work at it meticulously. You can be extremely active-never tiring out. Your duties and responsibilities take precedence over everything else. You may have difficulty getting emotionally close to people.

Does your name begin with: H.
You seek a mate who can enhance your zest for life ,fun & everything You seek for. You will be very generous to your lover once you have Attained a commitment. You are very affectionate & very strong. Your gifts are actually an investment in your partner. Before the commitment, though, you tend to be very careful with your every move and equally cautious in your involvement's often as you believe that you have to look out for yourself. You are a sensual and patient lover. You will hold off till everything meets your full approval. You are a perfectionist, hard to satisfy and strong in your beliefs. Not influential, you always stand your ground. People can always count on you to stand by them in a crisis. You are a dreamer with/ a passion for life.

Does your name begin with: I.
You have a great need to be loved, appreciated... even worshiped. You enjoy luxury, sensuality, and pleasures of the flesh. You like necking spend hours just touching feeling & exploring. You look for lovers who know what they are doing. You are not interested in an amateur, unless that amateur wants a tutor. You are fussy and exacting about having your desires satisfied. You are willing to experiment and try new modes of expression. You bore easily and thus require adventure and change. Your commitments don't last very long & you often tend to stray. Loyalty is not one of your strong points. You are more sensual than sexual, but you are sometimes downright lustful.

Does your name begin with: J .
You are blessed with a great deal of physical energy. When used for a good cause there is nothing to stop you, except maybe that they aren't always used for the good. (you could dance all night.) You respond to the thrill of the chase and the challenge of the mating game.You can carry on great romances in your head. At heart you are a roamer and need to set out on your own every so often. You will carry on long- distance relationships with ease. You are idealistic and need to believe in love. You have a need to be nurtured deep within.

Does your name begin with: K.
You are secretive, self-contained, and shy. You are very sexy, sensual, and passionate, but you do not let on to this. Only in intimate privacy will this part of your nature reveal itself. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along. You are very generous & giving, often selfless. You are kind-natured & sweet, which is found to be attractive by many. You are a good friend.

Does your name begin with: L.
You can be very romantic, attached to the glamour of love. Having a partner is of paramount importance to you. You are free in your expression of love and are willing to take chances, try new sexual experiences and partners, provided it's all in good taste. Brains turn you on. You must feel that your partner is intellectually stimulating, otherwise you will find it difficult to sustain the relationship. You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated. "You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated ".

Does your name begin with: M.
You may appear innocent, unassuming and shy; but we know that Appearances can lie. When it comes to sex, you are no novice but something of a skilled technician. You can easily go to extremes, though, running the gamut from insatiability to boredom with the whole idea of love. You can be highly critical of you mate, seeking perfection in both of you. It is not easy to find someone who can meet your standards. You have difficulty expressing emotions and drawing close to lovers. You are often selfish, thinking you are always right no matter what. You never give in. Winning is your prime desire- at any cost. You often forget friends and family and you live for the moment.

Does your name begin with: N.
You are emotional and intense. When involved in a relationship, you Throw your entire being into it. Nothing stops you; there are no holds barred. You are all-consuming and crave someone who is equally passionate and intense. You believe in total freedom. You are willing to try anything and everything. Your supply of energy is inexhaustible. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate. You also enjoy mothering your mate. You often have the greatest love affairs all by yourself, in your head. You are very imaginative.

Does your name begin with: O.
You are very interested in fun activities yet secretive and shy about your desires. You can re-channel much of your energy into making money and/or seeking we. You can easily have extended periods of celibacy. You are a passionate, compassionate lover, requiring the same qualities From your mate. Love is serious business; thus you demand intensity, diversity and is willing to try anything or anyone. Sometimes your passions turn to possessiveness, which must be kept in check.

Does your name begin with: P.
You are very conscious of social proprieties. You wouldn't think of Doing anything that might harm your image or Reputation. Appearances count. Therefore, you require a good-looking partner. You also require an intelligent partner. Oddly enough, you may view your partner as your enemy...a good fight stimulates those vibes. You are relatively free of hang- ups.You are willing to experiment and try new ways of doing things.You are very social and sensual; you enjoy flirting and need a good deal of physical gratification.

Does your name begin with: Q.
You require constant activity and stimulation. You have tremendous physical energy. It is not easy for a partner to keep up with you. You are an enthusiastic lover and tend to be attracted to people because of their ethnic groups. You need romance, hearts and flowers, and conversation to turn you on and keep you going.

Does your name begin with: R.
You are a no-nonsense, action-oriented individual. You need someone who can keep pace with you and who is your intellectual equal-the smarter the better. You are turned on more quickly by a great mind than by a great body. However, physical attractiveness is not very important to you. You have to be proved to be worthy for a partner. You have a need to prove yourself the best. You want feedback on your performance. You are open, stimulating & romantic.

Does your name begin with: S.
For you, it is pleasure before business. You can be romantically idealistic to a fault and is capable of much sensuality. But you never loose control of your emotions. Once you make the commitment you stick like glue. You could get jealous and possessive. You tend to be very selfish often regarding yourself as the only human being on the planet.. You like being the centre of attention. You are very caring sensitive, private & sometimes very passive. Turned on by soft lights, romantic thoughts. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role, or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the rightperson to come along. You are very generous & giving, often selfless. You are kind nature & sweet which is found to be attractive by many. You are a good friend.

Does your name begin with: T.
You are very sensitive, private & sometimes very passive. You like someone who takes the lead. You get turned on by music, soft lights & romantic thoughts. You fantasize & tend to fall in & out of love soon. When in love you are romantic, idealistic, mushy & extremely. You enjoy having your senses & your feelings stimulated, titillated & teased. You are a great flirt. You can make your relationships fit your dreams, all in your own head. Once you put your mind to something you manage to stand by it and see your dreams through. You aren't very good at expressing your feelings. You like things your own way. You do not like change, you like to hold on to things. This may not always be good because if given an opportunity things may develop into great things. You work your way to the top. Attention must be given to what others say because even though you don't want to hear it their advice may turn out to save your life!

Does your name begin with: U.
You are enthusiastic & at your happiest when in love. When not in love you're in love with love and always looking for someone to adore. You see romance as challenge. You are a roamer & needs adventure, excitement freedom. You enjoy giving gifts & looking good. You are willing to put others feelings above yours.

Does your name begin with: V.
You are individualistic & you need freedom, space & excitement. You wait till you know someone well before committing yourself. Knowing someone means psyching her/him out. You feel a need to get into his/her head to see what makes him tick. You are attracted to eccentric types. You believe that age is no barrier. You are good at responding to danger, fear & suspense.

Does your name begin with: W.
You are very proud, determined & refuses to take no for an answer when it come to love. Your ego is at stake all the time. You are romantic, idealistic, often in love with love itself, not seeing your partner for who she or he really is. You feel deeply about love & tends to throw all of your self into a relationship. Nothing is too good for your lover. You like playing love games.

Does your name begin with: X .
You need constant stimulation because you get bored quickly. You can handle more than 1 relationship at a time with ease. You can't shut off your mind. You can do 2 things at once. You are very talented.

Does your name begin with: Y.
You are sensual & very independent. If you can't have it your way, you will forget the whole thing. You want to control your relationships which doesn't work out too well. You respond to physical stimulation. However if you can make money you will give up the pleasures of the flesh for the moment. You have a need to prove yourself the best. You want feedback on your performance. You are open, stimulating & romantic.

Does your name begin with: Z.
You are very romantic but show feels that to love means to suffer. You wind up serving your mate & attracting people who have unusual trouble. You see yourself as a lover's saviour.

2006-11-21T18:57:00.000+08:00

looking forward for saturday..yea :)

2006-11-18T21:59:00.000+08:00

now i know why my tagboard is locked.
because i lock it.haha
actualy i dint know it was locked
but i oready unlocked it okey.
sorry if u guys cant tag me.
realy realy sorry :)
please tag mi guys :)
sorry a millions.

anyway i had fun wib him jush now.
yea planning to go swimming but dun know wib who.
hmm..twee next time must realy realy confirm wib mi tau..
dun always tak jadik jek haha :D

2006-11-16T21:17:00.000+08:00

okey.today is super tired.
hurt both my legs.dun know why.
first lesson it was comp skill.
paper cranes to be done.haha
it was fun.yea!!
i dint understand what it was return in the paper actualy.a frend helped out.
and i made it haha.
i even make a four cone star tau haha.*paper cranes tak jadi*
twee make mi a paper hat haha.its small lar cant fit my head haha :D
finish up my practical.yea it finish!!
thanks to joanna.thank you so much :)
okey.as for twee,why u left mi alone wib joanna?
bad ehk u.never company mi for practical.haha :D

i bought 3 pet turtles yea.so cute but i havent name them all yet.
dun know what to call them also.
any ideas for naming them?hehe.
total 4 turtles.
2 knows how to eat
the other 2 dun know.
onli know how to run around,digging under my blanket haha :D

cant wait for tomorow,yea going swimming wib twee :)

2006-11-14T20:22:00.000+08:00

skewls was okey.exams are coming.yesh its next month.
theory lesson,super kecoh haha :D
my teacher is a mouse.sorry teacher but u act like one.:)
okey den came practical lesson.its grinding.
last workpiece to go.but teacher dint even bother to give mi a new workpiece.*hmmp*
me:cher can i have the cylinder workpiece?
him:okey.later i give u.if i give u now also u dint know what to do.
so i wait and wait and wait..den zzzzzzzzzzzz...
i was awake when i heard him talking to someone.
but there is still no workpiece given to mi yet..
so what i did in practical lesson?NOTHING!!
thinking of buying another turtle.yesh another one.
bcus my turtle was alone.haha
i can talk to turtle okey :P
he say:mummie i wan another siblings,i feel so lonely after my other 2 siblings left mi..
hahaha :D
previosly i had 3 turtles all together.
1st is still here wib mi.
2nd,taken by someone.nak pinjam sangat,teros tak kasi balek!!i wanna take my turtle back n u know what she said?"sorry my dad threw it inside a pond near his work place."what the fuck.
3rd died oready.it was last year.touch my hubbie heart den scold mi like mad saying that i dint took realy good care about it.basically,he the one who gave mi that turtle.i build a small grave infront of my house.
i take good care of it okey.i dun know why suddently it died..

to u..yesh u..u dun need to tell mi to get a life bcus u are the one who should realy get a life haha.**** you.

2006-11-12T13:09:00.000+08:00

discharged from hospital yesterday.
you should see how happy i was tau haha :D
i keep on smiling haha.
anyway i was happy larh.its been 4days i stayed in hospital.
with boredom in mi.nothing to do..
all i do is eat.sleep.eat.sleep.
what they say ermm..patients needs more rest.
but to much resting hurt my back haha.realy.
day by day i see people getting discharged hurts mi tau.
bcus i realy wanna go home.
at last yeay.i home!!
okey.i dint rest when i oready reach home actualy.
put on make up on my pale face den off to yishun.
what for?meet him larh haha.
when reaching yishun,i feel like fainting.i dun know why.
realy i dun know.
i know i should rest at home after being discharged.but i dun wan larh.
i had enough of boredness oready..
okey.watched movie 'step up'..
yea i love it.
bought jambo hotdog combo.yea im not hungry actualy.
but i finished up everything haha with a BIG BURP!!haha :P
den go north point.mini toons!!hahaha :D
love that shop larh.erm bought shoulder bag.
with some keychains.
yea so cute tau!!
hehe.
okey.den we lepak under block.
smoke.smoke.smoke.smoke.smoke.smoke.
den took taxi home :)

2006-11-06T11:04:00.000+08:00

okey.im going to skool later on.
taking theory and will be having milling test.
haish.i dint even study anything.
books are all inside the locker.
my right eye hurts.i dun know whats inside it.
i guess i wont be using contact lens for few days.
need to recover my eyes first.haha.
same goes to iira.
i think u dint take good care of ur contact lens larh.
same goes to mi.haha.
okey larh i wanna get ready.
more updates later on okey
bye.

2006-11-05T17:34:00.000+08:00

watched the grudge 2 yesterdae at yishun.
its lame.a movie wibout any meaning.
everywan who acts in this movie died.
like duh..
anyway i had the most fun time wib hunnie.yea :)
i cant upload yesterdae photo we both took
bcus its gone.i dun know where it when.
maybe my bro or dad delete it by accident.
*hmmmpp* so bad sey.
or maybe it jush dissapear like that and the question is how..?
dun know whats wrong wib my comp.all sort oready.
okey nemind.we can always take a new pictures.right.
den i'll upload it okey.
okey lets talk bout todae.
when library to returned all library book i've borrowed.
i dint even read any of them.actualy its only one book.haha.
lazy larh.den people will ask mi.why did u borrowed in the first place?haha :P
dun ask mi okey.hehe.
den when jurong point.bought debbie diary.yea.what i always wanted.
den off to banquet to makan.
ate hotplate beef horfun,carrot cake and popiah.
i dint finish everything up okey and im not the onli one who ate all this foods.hahaha.
im wib my other two siblings.yea.
kenyang oready but iira still thinking of buying coffeebean drinks.
so buy onli larh.expensive tau!
i bought two drinks.
iira dint pay a cent *hmmmmmp*
u mush blanja mi back okey.haha.
den we walk home.so tired sia.
half way home,daddie call up asking where am i.
den i said im near to home oready.but daddie still wanna pick us up.
but i say nemind.
reach home oready.yea grandma's back.
happy to see her home.bcus i know she dint like staying in hospital.
so grandma n grandpa will be staying wib mi.
both grandparents will be sleeping at iira room.
and all my siblings will be sleeping at my room.woah!so cramp sey.
haiya.okey larh i think thats all will do okey.yea :)

2006-11-03T20:58:00.000+08:00

Celebrating Hari Raya

2006-11-01T23:28:00.000+08:00

had PIE (personal interpersonal effective) project.
about any topics will do.
i decide on topics about pasta.
interesting?i guess haha =D
sound easy.
just now i was searching about historical on pasta.
and it was damn long i had to copy up everything.
but thats not all.
i still have to search something else.
blahblahblah
okey nemind i'll continue it tomorow after skool i guess.
need to hand it up by next week.
okey thats all.im tired
bye.

2006-10-31T21:05:00.000+08:00

today was tired-ring.
had theory grinding test just now.
it was okey and i can manage to do it myself.
but most of the questions i copy from others haha =p
this is what happen when you dint study anything before having test.
had practical in the afternoon.superb!
in the end in finished up my workpiece.
but i still cant catch up wib twee.
she oready did test!!
so lembab mi haha =D

my guy going for ICT next week.
woah.again!!
for 2weeks i guess.
woah.so long sey.
mish him many many den =((.
he told mi his new RSM is so fuck up haha.
well dear just cope wib it okey.
if you did ur best to make him happy,den i wouldnt think he'll punish you alot of time right.
just do what ur suppose to do.
dont care about ur idiotic frends whose always making you boil up =)

siang chuan enlistment on the 15 december haha
i guess thats what ur been waiting for so long hehe =p
all the best to you okey.do bare wib the toughness =)

tomorrow milling practical lesson.woah!!
hate it alot.
not hate the lesson,hate the teacher.
=))

2006-10-26T21:56:00.000+08:00

meet him jush now as im bored staying at home.
lepak wib one of his frend,siang chuan.who is jush came back from school.
well siang chuan,it was my ferst tyme seeing you wearing that school uniform haha.
my guy was also wearing his last year school PE t-shirt.
and i was like "eh u also jush came back from school ah?"
he said "yalar..todays my ferst tyme back to school tau and everyone mish mi."
i was like "haa..reali ahh..how can,now ur serving ns what how to go back to school..u mush finish ur ns ferst den u can go back to school"
siang chuan: aiyaa aidil,no use of making people hairan haha =D
after so much of laughing siang chuan wanna go home,tired of laughing i guess nyahahaha.
left onli wib two cows hehe =p
go shop,he bought skl methol.no flavour.
about 7.30pm like that i wanna go home.
took train.so packed.reached at yewtee den i can sit.tired of standing.
den got one idiot + keling + smelly + bangla + disgusting freak ns guy staring at my BOOBS!!
what the fuck!why ah some guys jush cannot control their eyes wan.
oready staring and he dare to smile at mi?duhhh!!making my bulus all stand up sia!
reached jurong east i mush change another train to boonlay.
and that fucker keep on following mi,standing so near behine mi.wahhh liao!!
you wanna fuck mi izzit!!disgusting shit!!
lucky i took the other train sey if not wahh i dun know what to say.
i guess if he came near mi again i'll jush ran away inside the train like a mad girl haha.

*to that FUCKER FUCK FUCK GUY
u dun have to change my blogger password ohkie
why the fuck must u do that?
if u have problems wib mi come talk to mi okey fucker idiot lame ass you!!*

thank to my shuuweet winnie for being there for mi haha =p

2006-10-23T12:26:00.000+08:00

BLUECK!!

2006-10-22T13:29:00.000+08:00

yea 2 more days to HARI RAYA!!
cant wait to celebrate hehe =)
anyway to my surprise,not everyone is excited about it.
some people are just too busy doing their work and have no time to prepare anything for raya.
even people who are always free dint even bother to prepare.
when comes to raya,must it be everything new?
*new baju kurung
*new shoe
*new handbag
must it be everything new?
to mi its a no no no..
childrens are excited bcus they'll have more collections as in more money haha =D
but as for adults,they have to give money to childrens.
that mean more childrens,more money haha..
parents works so hard just to surport their childrens
and some people just dun surport their parents.
is like they dun give a fuck about them.
and even they dun appreciate what their parents gave them.
all they think about is going so easily.
some people whom is already so mature and know how to surport their parents,just sit at home doing nothing only know how to butt excersice (make their butt bigger!!)

2006-10-18T23:52:00.000+08:00

hey there everyone!!haha =D
aniway its been so long dint updates my bloggie..
wanna know why?haha..duh..
my comp was down lar..
aniway its oreadi up haha..
ohkie2 oreadi start skools and how was it??
duh..its always boring..hehe =P
feel tired lar when came back to skools..
nemind i'll get use to it =)
ohkie2 when imm jush now wib my daddie and other siblings
jush walk2 around and i think daddie was bored at home thats is why he ajak we jalan2..
daddie bought for mi a handfone strap haha =D
nice tau..
and a huge lollipop..uwwww yummy i dint finish it though haha to big lar =P
ohkie lar more updates soon ohkie im tired
nighty nighty guys =)

2006-10-08T16:42:00.000+08:00

watched vcd "heart" wib my sis
its so emotional awaes making mi to cry :l
haha its so romantic tau..
u guys mush watch it ohkie :)
im in the mood of crying lar today haha :D
i jush cant help myself..
sometimes i tink i was born to be a useless person..
sometimes i tink i was born to hurt peoples feelings..
sometimes i tink i was born to make people angry..
sometimes i tink i was born to make people shout at me..
sometimes i tink i was born to make people hate me..
for you people who tink what i've been tinking,
all i have to say is sorry..
im reali sorry..
reali sorry..

daddie throw away all my cats and now i oni left wib my turtle :l

2006-10-07T23:41:00.000+08:00

at last i bought my pumps.yeah haha.
wahh im into the colour brown for this year raya haha.
dint know why lar.for mi its nice though :)

to chaz,
hey im reali sowie k i dint mean it lar..
i dint know a msg i sent to you can become like this seyy..
i dun know whats into mi lar sumtimes i jush had anger inside mi
anger suddenly.
i jush dun wan u to awaes rely on mi.
calling or msg u first.
u dint contact wib mi if i dint contact wib u.
cant u move first before mi?
i dun mean to be rude or what tau..
its jush when u say u'll be calling of msg mi later,i reali wan u to reali mean it lar..
sometimes i tink that u love to keep mi waiting.
i dun like people who onli know how to say but dun know how to do it.
if u know ehat i mean lar k
aniway im reali sowie ohkie :)

to my chocolate banana cupcake :)
thank for being there for mi.love you alot dear muackz.

2006-10-06T18:32:00.000+08:00

for the whole day me staying at home
while my irritating sister have fun outside *hmmp
everywans busy doing their own things
and me staring at this freaking lame computer of mine
haish what a world..

to my luscious vanilla cakes guy
cant you please stop snoring?
wake up!!
i've been waiting for 4 hours tau..
you've been pushing me away this few days
all you do is sleeping sleeping sleeping
tired?what the fuck you do?
you dint even work jush stayed at home for about dun know how many days!!
i tink ur doin sumtink else..fuck lar!!
i hate u sia!!

2006-10-04T23:52:00.000+08:00

to *******e,
i dint know that you would do this to me..
i get hurts by you sumtymes..
you wanna make me feel as if im truly yours
but im sorry to say this,i dint even tink bout it..
because i dint wan to and its not because i hate to..
its because im oreadi had somewan whom i truly love so much..
sometimes wen we talk or sms,you started to talk as if im yours..
which i got so irritated by you..
i know your showing your care and concern to me and i appreciate it alot..
care and concern can be in a relationship tru friends and loved ones
but we are friends right..
haish ohkie lar i dint know what to say lar..
i jush dun like it lar..

2006-10-02T13:29:00.000+08:00

i wanna leave my sick body alone
and i wanna find a new healthy body lar..
i reali cant stand it sey..feeling so weak..
wahh..can somewan please give mi ur healthy body?
i'll return it back wen my whole body feeling better orite?
haha what on earth im talking about sia? :D

im bored staying at home..
nutink to do
sick of my mum irritating voice
sick of doing everyday duty
sick of being a slave
SICK OF EVERYTINK!!
i wanna get out from this house
please anywan help mi get out from here!!
its making mi sick
its making mi stress
wahh im dying sia..
haish holidays wasnt fun at all..

i wanna meet him but dun know where to go..
no plans no nutink
watch movies?no money..
my prepaid nearly low haish where to get money to topup sia..
mum away talk shit to mi saying that if i do housework she'll give mi $4 everyday..
for the whole day mi doing housework i dint even get a single cent sey..
when comes to money she aways so "kedekut"
everyday my sis gets money n mi gets nutink..
was it fair??
idiots!!

2006-10-01T18:56:00.000+08:00

not feeling good today
im sick seriously im sick..
asthma+running nose+stomach ache=?????
sowie dear if i dint act normally..
my mum keep pressing hard on mi
forces mi to do this and that
im sick..can i get any rest or sumtink??
wake up in the morning..
wash myself and getting ready to go geylang..
i wanna stay at home but my mum wanna buy baju raya
if i dun go,i wont get any of them..
to mi this year raya wasnt fun at all..
baju raya all the same like last tyme
im sick and i hardly choose what new baju i wan..
at last i bought brown wib stripes baju kebaya panjang separate wib scarf..
planing of buying everytink purple but my dad doesnt wan to bcus it so lecey..
hopefully my guy had brown baju kurung too haha :D
reach home nearly 5pm and my mum wanna work
and she jush left everytink behine which lit mi to a stress..
im d one who have to clean up everytink..haish..
my sis dint even wan to help wahh so fucked up sey..
so stress living in such a world!!
nemind..fasting month everytink mush go wib patience..
yesh patience..till wen?dun know..
chaz msg mi saying that his sorry if i get ignored by him..
yar i tink everywans ignoring mi ryte now..
duno know y..
saying that his bz over sumtink which i dun know what..
working?i tink so..
saying that a gerl which he like so much came back in his life
well thats good for u chaz im happy for u :)
thought that u will never msg mi even haha
but u jush did jush now
haha can u see how excited i was?
and i called u straight away hehe :P
well its nice talking to u again its been so many days i dint talk to u rite haha :D
sowie lar bout my senggau voice okey im sick lar :)

2006-09-29T06:39:00.000+08:00

yesterday when SGH hospital visited my guy
alight at outram mrt station and had a 10 minutes walk..
when there wib my sis and we were lost haha :D
never been there before so its our ferst tyme or was it my ferst tyme...
he was surprised to see mi :)
i can see by the looks on his eyes,i can tell his hapie n was not alone..
sit infront of him and stared at thoses eyes..
how hapie i was to see his smile again..
he started to make jokes and i laugh out load :D
my stomach starting to grumble and bit by bit i can feel the pain inside..
when down to get sumtink to eat..i have to eat sumtink before i get any gastric pain
break my fast early this time haha :D
bought 2chocolate roll for him
he love chocolates..everybody does..
he smile everytimes he sees mi..
how i wish u could give thoses smiles everyday..
yesh everyday :)

2006-09-27T17:46:00.000+08:00

i dun know wats into mi today
im jush not being myself..
feeling worried
feeling angry
feeling confused
wats wrong sey..
i dun usually keep quite wen i talk to chaz on the fone..
but now i did..
den i keep tinking tat his mad bout mi or sumtink..
i keep tinking wat i've done wrong..
my guy in the hospital lying on his bed without mi by his side..
i wanna see him
i wanna talk to him
i wanna be with him
i wanna know wat happen
but i cant bcuz he wont let mi..y..?
wat i've done wrong i keep tinking again..
y was he running away from mi..
y..?
its jush not mi..
i tink too much..
what the fuck happen to mi now..
can somebody please explain..?

2006-09-26T23:00:00.001+08:00

watched "the host" at engwah cinema jush now wib chaz
its interesting,yesh it is :)
i dint even knows that chaz oreadi watched it before..
im sorie chaz you have to watch it again hehe :P
i tot we can never meet each other again after the incident happen..
but we did im glad u agreed meeting up..
i jush dun know wats into mi jush now..im sorie i dint smile alot =)
i can see how concern u are to mi n im jush too afraid to speak out :l
but im hapie wib u now hehe :P
thankx for being there for mi chaz..
thankx alot :)

2006-09-25T11:00:00.000+08:00

gdmorning guys!!
i mish my two cats which my dad put them duno at where *tsktsk*
they are still small n my dad jush throw them away..wahh..so bad sia..
its my mum who wans to get rid of them bcuz she sick of cleaning all the cats brown cakes
haish..i wonder what they both were doin right now without any foods or drinks..
will they both still to be together or they both go on separate ways?
waahh..really mish them alot sey..

duno if im going out today..
duno if his going for the interview today..
i wanna meet him really do but i jush duno how..
fasting month theres alot i cant do..
haish..

more post coming up later lar..cya!

2006-09-24T18:10:00.000+08:00

daddie y u left my two cats away :'(

2006-09-24T13:26:00.000+08:00

ferst day of the fasting month
dun know if i can hold on to this haha ;)
yesh i can hehe :P
early in the morning oreadi eaten breakfast while everyone were still sleeping soundly..
had a stomach ache jush now bcuz i dun reali get use eating early in the morning
but i have to,i'll die in hunger if i did not eat anitink..
have to wait till its dawn then i can eat again :)
fasting months everyones feeling tired..
hmm..what shell i do right now?
im bored staying at home..
i mish him yesh i reali do mish you
yesh you..

what would i do when its fasting month?
i sleep :D

2006-09-17T22:04:00.000+08:00

ohkie ohkie new layout (;
how was it?
orite..wen to kampong gelam jush now wib my family
was it gelam or glam?i duno haha (;
my dad was being such a lembu king..
i duno wats into him todae haish..
hmm..
in d afternoon called chaz talk for awhile
u wan mi to still be fwen wib tat 15 year old guy?
hehe :) i jush wan it to be over jush let him do his way n i'll do my way..
its hurts mi badly but it was cure by ur laughter :D
ohkie tats all for todae lar..im lazy haha :P

2006-09-06T17:55:00.000+08:00

not going to skewl todae haha
lazy lar..
im bored staying at home for da whole day
so decided to go library wib my younger sis n bro..
walking instead of taking d bus
save ezlink mah..
go to a shop near by,bought chocolates n drinks..
den walk to d library
returns all d book i've borrowed last 2 days ago..
den off to find a place to sit n read books
sit in d library for about 1 or 2 hours..
cnt remeber lar hehe =P
finding wat i wanna read n borrow
der were kids running around..
n their mother was lyk dun care
stupid sia mother lyk tat dunno how to take care of their own childrens..
n der were kids age around secondary skewl student..
they treat d library lyk a void deck or sumtink
played paper plane,crush unwanted paper into a ball n started throwing at one another..
arent they old enuf to played all tish kids stuff?
i was sick n tired of sitting n i felt hungry
go jurong point long john silver n ate
"breaded fish with rice" its a new meal cost oni for $3
i bought 2 set of breaded fish with rice n 1 set of combo 1
d new meal wasnt taste so nice..
taste salty n sour..not nice..
den my younger sister told mi she saw khairul anwar..
i duno lar bcuz i never see him,der were many people walking around..
den wanna go home i was walking den i realise my younger sis did not carried her beg along wib her..she did bring along her neg actuali..
i ask her where's ur beg?den she quickly ran to long john silver to take her beg..
luckly nowan took it..
if not i have to pay all da lost library books..
took a bus home..
rest myself at home n now updating my blog =)

2006-09-04T19:59:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to me..

2006-09-03T20:13:00.000+08:00

post for yesterdae:
had alot of fun yesterdae celebrate my birthdae wib bie..
i duno y everytym wen celebrating sumtink,theres awaes sumtink makes mi unhappie =l
i duno y he awaes making mi feels lyk this..
ohkie i plan to have a pinic wib him n he agreed..
i took mrt to go yishun,otw there he called mi n tell mi he havent bath yet..i was so frust sia i said "bole cepat tak?im reaching yishun tau.."he said"alah..u naek je la ruma mi..."
i was lyk"haish..ckp nak reach sembawang park early morning n u sengaje uat lbt2"
wen i reach his houz,thx god he oreadi bath but didnt get ready..
he can still walk around his houz duno looking for wat..
i was lyk"eh u jalan sane sini siap tidak nant kat sane da ramai org kan susah nak carik tempat tok pitch tent" n he start making faces..
bout an hours waiting for him baru sume da siap..im so pissed off sey..
he told his mum nak klua but he didnt even took out da tent..
i look at him wib my "huh" face den he slowly take out his tent..
den walk to da bus stop n da wheather was hot..
i decided to take taxi n he agreed of coz la agreed naek taxi mah pantat dea pon berat pe..
reach sembawang part aroung 10minutes gitu..n den found some place to pitch a tent..
he was lyk so fucked up duno wats into him..he said "arrghhh fuck hate pinic sey"
i was so upsad wen he say lyk tat..earlier he agreed n now lyk this..
i pitch da tent myself he was jush looking at mi..
inside da tent i rest myself..tired finding nice palace for bout 20minutes..
there were many people lar..all were lyk budak2..
n bie were lyk frust blame mi bcuz i choose this kind of place
i shout at him"I DID NOT CHOOSE THIS PLACE OHKIE U ARE!!NAPE LAGI TADIK U CM NI IM SO FUCKING HATE UR ATTITUDE OHKIE!!"
he was lyk ohkie lar..ohkie lar..im sorie..
i was lyk watever lar..
i slept for awhile..dun bother bout him..he hug mi n i jush push awae his hand..
i reali cnt stand him..duno y i cn reli be wib him..haish..
he start to talk bout sumtink making mi laugh..
we draw stupid tings haha =D its funny..
laugh wib him making mi forget all da tings before tat..
we wen back around 5 plus help him pack all da tings..
i ask him if he wanna take mrt home n by looking at his face i noe he wanna tke taxi..
i was lyk ohkie lar..next tym u treat mi back ohkie he said ohkie..
in da taxi he ask mi wat i wan in return..
i said jush taxi haha =D

post for todae:
wen out wib my family
ferst go to some place tat sell bed n furnitures
den wanna go singapore expo but da road is bzie jam all da way den change plan to eat ferst at arab street den go science centre watch deep blue exibitions..bought large popcord n large drinks share among 5 of us *my 2nd sis did not follow us lar*
den of to chinese garden my two younger sis n bro wanna play playground haha =D
i follow oni lar..den go home..tired..sleep...

2006-09-01T20:05:00.000+08:00

2nd post for todae..

haha =D i reali cant wait to celebrate my birthdae tomorow..
my birthdae falls on da 4th of september actuali tat is on tish coming mondae but i wanna celebrate tomorow bcuz bie werking as usual on mondae n mi skewling..
both were bzie so tat y i plan to celebrate it on saturdae tat is tomorow =)
having pinic tomorow at sembawang park..meet him in da morning around 10am i tink..
under he blk den off to sembawang park YIPPIEE!! =D
i will be bringing "nasi goreng" org tu da lame tak mkn nasi goreng katekan haha =P
he will be bringing a tent n a cover tent *incase raining mah* dun tink bad ohkie =P
others lyk drinks buy lar..haha =D

2006-09-01T17:40:00.000+08:00

wen to grandma houz todae
she made so many roti kirai..
she say she knew i was coming tats y she made so many roti kirai
i oni eat 2roti kirai its delicious aniway =)
grandma's foods is awaes d besh!!

wen to jurong library after tat
wib my two younger sis n bro..
i borrowed 4books
i love readin novels but tish tym i did not borrowed ani novels book
felt lazy to read i tink haha =D
i borrowed childrens books den hahahaha =P

n da following books are:
1: ED EMBERLEY'S GREAT THUMBPRINT Drawing Book
*its all about learning to draw using da Ed Emberley way..*
2:Funny Facts About Cats
3:Asterix and the Normans
4:The Cinderella Principle
for mi reading childrens books are more fun hehe =)
but dun tink im lyk a small kid lar..i jush lyks reading it wat =P

walk home after tat..
walk bout 15 minutes bcuz of my younger bro forgot to bring his ezlink card..
reach home and sumtink happen..
my mum told mi tat my pregnant cat giving birth!!
WAAAA!!IM SO EXCITED SIA!!
watching my cat giving birth so pity sia
she have to stand da pain n mi watching her haha =D
total she gave birth to 6kittens *tats many tau*
and now i have 9cats altogether..
my mum was lyk "wah byknye cam mane nak jage ni??"
hahaha i duno ibu kite jage same2 okey hehe =)

2006-08-31T22:35:00.000+08:00

jush came back from East Coast have dinner wib my family
i ate mee rebus n bbq chicken *hmmm..yummy..*
im so bloated until now haha =D

skewl shit haha =D
theres no class
freaking idiot teacher didnt tell us earlier
if i knew it,i wont becoming!!
wat a waste of tym..
freaking pissed
wen home wib jojo..from skewl we walk to angmokio mrt station
kinda fun talking to her =)

tomorow holidae..
duno wat am i goin to do..
stay at home?hmm i tink so *booorrriiiinnnngggg*
as asual in da morning do housework..haish..
ohkie lar tats all for todae
cya..

2006-08-30T12:13:00.000+08:00

not goin to skewl todae n too is yesterdae
bout yesterdae..had a worst fight wib bie =((
over mi?i duno..i just wan him to be equal..
was it fair if he jush spend all of his tym wib his fwens and oni a day half wib mi?
n yet he say he dun care bout equals..n i stay too far for him to meet mi often..
its not tat i dun lyk him to meet wib his fwens..its jush...
ARRGGGHHH!!ONI GOD KNOWS HOW MY FEELINGS WAS..

y todae i did not attend for skewl?haha =D
ferst ting i felt lazy to attend for practical wib tat freaking teacher of mine..
second ting i decided to attend for my 2nd lesson tat is after lunch but twee told mi she not feeling well n wan to go back at 12pm..
i was lyk haiyaa..nemind lar..
so i stay da whole at home todae..
everyting going well wib mi n him..duno if todae he wanna meet mi ke tak..
ohkie la tats it for todae..

2006-08-29T14:40:00.000+08:00

YEY!!6 MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAE!!
6DAYS STARTING FROM TOMOROW!!

4TH SEPTEMBER MI TURN 7TEEENNNNN!!

im SUPPEERRR EXCITED n i cnt wait haha =D
dun wan to celebrate BIG BIG lar..
celebrate tish coming saturdae
decide to go pinic wib bie but dun noe at wer..
COUPLE'S CELEBRATION haha how ROMANTIC!! =pp
COOL COOL MI CNT WAIT!!

2006-08-28T16:26:00.000+08:00

todae was suppering tiring-ring dae haha =D
tinking of going full shift todae but i end up
going oni for practical lesson..
duno y i dun wan to go for theory lesson lar..i tink..erm..duno lar..
lazy la maybe hehe =P
in da morning at boon lay mrt station was da abit or alot hapie hapie tyme
haha wat toking mi??haha i saw my long tym fwen,fendi..
so sad he now serving ns oreadi leh..in civil defence =((
seem lyk he dun remembe mi oreadi *hmmmp*
i smile at him n he gave mi tat *huh* face..do i look diffirent from da last tyme?
erm..i duno..n i dun tink so..
aku pon benggap ukan nak tegoh dea hmm..*aiyooo*
but watever it is i do reali missed hym alot..
missed all da fun we had last tyme =)

2006-08-22T21:16:00.000+08:00

came back home at around 6plus jush now..
kinda tired standing for so long wen doin grinding
but i did my besh to do my werk..

kol bie straight away after reaching home asking wats his doin..
his bz awaes bz bout his ITC..n he said he return back tomorow
YEY!! i hapie very hapie =) cnt wait to meet him again!!
reali mish him alot reali alot!! =D

den sumwan make my mood change
i duno who fucking msg mi using twee's name
tryin to threaten mi..wat da hell!!
telling mi tat i wasnt brave enuf??
come on man if urself r brave enuf,y mush u be using other people's name??
aint tat showing urself r so coward?stupid idiot!!

to tat unknown idiot,
stop being such a stupid idiot ohkie n dun waste ur tyme msgin mi..
dun u hav ani better tings to do??
YOU RAT BUSTARD!!

2006-08-21T16:30:00.000+08:00

jush came back home from skewl
im tired had not enuf sleep n i keep on yawning
he oreadi gone for camp till thursdae
its so bored wibout him by my side
i feel lyk im back to single haha =D
kol him jush now asking wats his doin der
doin sentry tats wat RP (republic police) awaes do..
he said his bz so he kol mi back later

in skewl i learnt nutink
see my teacher awaes makin mi bored
repeating da same old tings we had learnt last week
i noe his trying to make us not to forget all da important tings
but come on man u dun hav to repeat it for so many tymes
looking forward for tomorow
must go for practical lesson in da afternoon if not my teacher will hav to kol my parents
i wanna be good for tish semester but i end up being lazy haha =D

2006-08-20T07:58:00.000+08:00

yesh!! i do reali met him yesterdae haha =D
actuali he dun wan to bcuz of his ezlink card oni left $3 or $4..
wat was he tinkin?i waitted for him for so long n he gave tish kind of ans?
he was lyk askin "did i promise u?" i was lyk "HELL YESH!!"
i noe bcuz of mi he forces himself to meet mi n i felt wrong..
n he was woried..i noe wat his tinking..
"i dun hav money to topup my ezlink,how can i go back home.."
n i said "ohkie dear i noe im wrong by forcin u,here's $10 for ur ezlink"
its my savin money to topup my prepaid but its ohkie i save it other tym =)

yesterdae was da last tym i meet him den i hav to wait till wednesdae or thrusdae for him to return home safely..
he hav ITC (i forgot wat he told mi bout it hehe =p) startin tonyte..
so tat means he hav to book in camp at tonyte before 11pm..
ITC at Lim Chu Kang..WOW u noe tat kind of place..so many grave yard =O
i was lyk tellin him "jgn tegoh bile nampak bende2 tu"
i noe how his lyk wen he saw sumtink strange,he say"eh ape tu?"
im warning him not to say tat kind of tink n jush pray..
i will mish him though =)

goin out wib my family todae..go imm?
lyk my sis awaes said "International Molester Member" =P
ohkie la tats all,more posting later oryte..cya!!

2006-08-19T13:17:00.000+08:00

im so bored ryt now..
i duno wat tym will he finish his camp..
i wanna meet mi but i have to wait haish..
at tish tym i should oreadi be at his place
but now im still at home waiting for him..
its hard for mi to contact him wen now his serving ns..
im so lonely wibout him by my side..
everywan goin out wib their love wan n mi staying at home,
waiting for him to return..
i mish him alot..reali i do..
wat should i do den..?

2006-08-18T20:57:00.000+08:00

haaa..i was so dissapointed sia..
im lookin forward for tomorow..
as usual wanna meet him but den he have to go camp..haish..
hopefully he wont come back late..i reali wanna meet him sia..
reali reali reali do sia..haish y become lyk tish..
i was so excited oreadi sia..

my whole body is damn aching!!
yesterdae i have to do all my work in manual way
bcuz of my milling machine has no auto..
reali hurts mi badly sia..n my teacher said he admired mi
bcuz i was so hardworking..
i was lyk duh!!dun u noe how hard it was???

had PE jush now..
as usual go to da gym..
i was tired but still i did my besh to excersice haha =D
in d end i felt giddy bcuz i ran on da machine for so long hahak =P

arrgghhh!! i lost my $10
i duno who fucking took it..hmm..
haish duno lar..
luckly its not $100 hahaha..
ohkie lar tats all for todae im tired..wanna take a nap
nyty guys..

2006-08-15T16:28:00.000+08:00

i skip grinding todae..
arrggghhh i was so not in da mood..mi soaking wet!!
and my shoe arrrggghh!!
wanna take a cab home but my mum haish..so "kedekut"..

haish..

arrgghh..

2006-08-13T16:49:00.000+08:00

i finally followed my family go jemputan (couples wedding) todae hahaha..
did not eat much bcuz i oreadi eat prata in da morning..
im not feeling well actuali..it started yesterdae morning..
awaes feel lyk vomiting and nearly fainted..
duno wats wrong wib mi haish..
luckily todae i feel abit better..

bibie bought a new w810i (WOW..wat i awaes wanted) after selling his k750i..
hmm..higher price oni $200 they cn give for k750i??wahh lao..
still in good condition wat..
bibie feel da same way too but he still tread-in wib w810i..
den he tried out his new handfone and found out sumtink he dun lyk bout it..
he said k750i is his choice and he wanna buy da same fone as he use before..
i was lyk WAAAATTTT????
hmm nemind its ur fone n ur money..i dun care..

2006-08-11T12:15:00.000+08:00

took mrt in da morning alone n saw ryo wib my secondary skewl fwen
they were lyk so excited talkin wib each other lyk they never meet for bout a year?haha..
i sit beside ryo jush listening to my mp3 n my secondary skewl fwen said i was "sombong"
noo im not..im awaes lyk tat early in da morning..im sorie azrin for making u to tink tat way..
stop at jrg east wib ryo n i shake hand wib azrin n a smile on my face..im not sure if his smiling back at mi bcuz i was rushing out frm da mrt..
ya u noe in da morning at jrg east there were so many people rushing to find a sit..
aiyaa its lyk "tak dpt dudok bole mati lar" (they will die wibout a sit)

meet twee at yewtee den off we go to skewl together..den twee told mi she hab a last minute werk so she cant attend for PE todae..
i was so excited bout todae PE bcuz we hab floorball..
thought of goin wib others wibout twee but it wasnt fun at all..
so i decided not to go..

ferst lesson was theory..
duno y my teacher awaes point questions to mi..
n make mi answer all da questions..
i learnt nutink actuali haha =D
i feel so restless n tired todae..
i duno y hmm..not enuf sleep?
i tink soo..hmm okay tats all for todae..
wanna take a nap..
cya bubbie..

2006-08-10T11:56:00.000+08:00

yey!!mai bibie dun need to stay at camp on da 11 to 20 of august..

sooo he can company mi take his handfone at toh guan,hurey!!

but he mush stay at camp on da 21 to 23 of august..haish..

nehmind..oni for 3daes =)

i did not attend for skewl todae haha..tired lar

yesterdae go pinic mandi laut wib mai family..

same as twee bcuz she's werking..

stay da whole dae at home..hmm wat shell i do den?

2006-08-09T16:37:00.000+08:00

HAPIE

41TH

BIRTHDAE

SINGAPORE!!

YEY!!

2006-08-08T20:19:00.000+08:00

wat should i say bout todae??
hmmpp..im hapie and at da same tyme im mad wib sumwan..
haish..who else made my temper go up?its my hubbie of cuz..
he is so unfair n not appreciating wat i've done..but y??
wat did i ever dont anitink wrong to him..?*sob sob*
ok..his handfone not werking n decided to make a repair yesterdae..
but da building was close during peak hour..n decided to go todae..
n too his not werking so we can both go to da building together rite..
n den he said his tired,ok fine i understand n i go wib my sister instead..
oreadi settle wib da handfone,he ask mi for permission..asking if he can meet his fwens go riding
as he awaes do wen he got da free tyme..
n i was tinking..y dun u meet mi instead of meeting ur fwens?im da wan who ask u out ferst rite..
if u go wib ur fwens den wat bout mi..?cant u feel how i feel?y fwens are all to u..?
u spend more tyme wib ur fwens n less tyme wib mi..you are soo unfair..
n about da fone..u didnt even say thx you to mi for sending ur fone for repair..
i walk 1 big round to reach da building n da weather was damn hot..
i was sweating all da way..n even take wrong numbe Q ..
arent u appreciate wat i've done?
u noe y i let u off wib ur fwens?bcuz i dun wan u to get mad wib mi..i dun wan u to feel tat im not understanding to u..i noe how u feel wen i did not give u anitink u wan..but dun u feel da same as wat i feel bout u??dun u feel how kind i was to let u off although i did not wan to??dun u feel wrong wen u dun appreaciate wat i've done??you are so unfair..reali unfair..

2006-08-06T18:58:00.000+08:00

stay da whole dae at home todae..
waaaahhh..sssoooooo B.O.R.E.D!!
did not followed my parents go "jemputan" (couple's wedding ceremony)
i dun reali lyks to go tat kind of place actuali..its not bcuz i dun lyk to see their hapie moments..
its jush there's so many people n was lyk so "kecoh"..u noe all da makcik2 n pakcik2..
its been sooo long oreadi i did not go for all tish ceremony..wish to attend one but duno lar..
mush wear "baju kebaya or baju kurung" (malay costumes) aiyaaaa...sooo hot sia..
n some more im da person who easily get sweat..

hmm..bad news bout my guy's k750i
its spoilt again for da 2nd tyme..
my guy was so fed up bout it hahak =P
he told mi he wanna go repair n sell it den buy new hp..w810i mayb??
*hp nak bagos2 jek hhmmmp!!*
jeles??nooooo immmm nooooootttt oooookkkkeeeeyyyy!!*eye rolling*
tomorow must company him go repair his hp at imm..

tomorow skewling..hmmpp luckily there's no milling hahak..
must go mush go!!cannot skip2 lesson oreadi..
i dun wan to get ani 2nd warning letter *blueckk*

2006-08-04T16:39:00.000+08:00

haha..todae was FUN!!
yeah go gym during PE lesson..
much running todae so tiring leh but i love it alot!! =P
not all my classmate came..
aiyaa..y u all dun wan to come??stupid sia..
da teacher so good let ush excersice in da gym not lyk da last semester teacher..
funny lar u all..da last semester teacher teach not good wan,u all come..
tish semester teacher very good,u all dun wan to come..

had theory before PE lesson..
hmmm..i kena warning letter sia..
bcuz of i skip milling lesson for two tyms oreadi..
haish..my milling lyk FCUK sia..not lyk all other teachers..
two tyms never go his class oreadi get warning letter
other teachers never go their class for ssooooo many tyms oso never kena anitink..
enjoy2 for last semester now for tish semester i suffer hahak =D

2006-08-03T15:34:00.000+08:00

its been 3daes i skip afternoon lesson haish..

haha duno y lar i've been ssoooo lazy now =)

on tuesdae i skip grinding class..

on wednesdae i skip theory class..

n todae i skip milling class..

more worst,last mondae wen i was having grinding class..my teacher ask mi wheater i come for tomorow lesson n i said yesh hahak but wen da dae comes i did not attend =P

he mush be thinkin tat i lied to him..duh..

skip milling class for todae?duh..*rolled eye* i reali hate da teacher!!

milling machine cannot be used can still forced mi to used it..

in d end i hurt my hands bcuz i forced da wheel to turn..

haish..old machine mah so mush forced abit..

how i wish i could go digital media design (DMD) or change a new shuwit teacher..a lady mayb?

not all wishes may come true rite..

todae i actuali doin nutink in skewl..

ferst lesson hmmmmp comp skill......learnt nutink!!

teachers fite over who take which class..as if there is no other class in tish skewl..

how stupid!!

n da teacher never teach a tink bcuz his rushing to other skewl n he realise us at 10.30am

supposed to realised us at 11 plus..

i sit in da canteen wib twee..nutink to do jush ate my bread which i brought frm home..

sssooooo B.O.R.E.D,see peoples walk here n there hahak

twee wanna attend milling class half way n at 2.45pm she wanna go home..

n i told her if wanna go half way better not go bcuz my teacher n her teacher are totally diffirent..we are in separate class actuali..

at last we both go home..

YEY!! tomorow got PE mush go!!

2006-08-02T17:35:00.000+08:00

i skip theory todae haha =D

i got so stress over tat irritating dog haish sape lagik lau tak my milling teacher..

his so damn fucking talkative sia..

his voice ah..aiyaa..so LOUD!!

waaa im so stress sey..

at ferst i tot jush wanna get out frm his class bcuz i reali cnt stand him animore..

hear his voice,its lyk makin my ear drum pop out!!

haish menyesal sey dpt cikgu mcm nie..

tomorow still got his lesson at noon

wat da fuck!!

(haish sorie i cnt upload my adidas bag..duno y)

yey! i oreadi bought my adidas bag =))

bring it to skewl jush now..

twee get excited bcuz we had da same adidas brand

YIPPIE!!

2006-08-01T22:18:00.000+08:00

i did not attend for second lesson haha
lazy lar..den sum more my guy not werkin..
so meet hym earlier la =)

go hys houz meet hys mum..

eat..

watch "fridae da 13"..

played games inside hys room..

my back hurts bcuz we sit while playing games for so long haha =D
den i told hym i wanna buy adidas bag, so he company mi lor..
sit under da blk for awhile..tok shit haha
hys not feeling so well so i ask hym to go back early so he cn rest at home..
tats all for todae lar im tired rite now tomorow lesson start kat 8am haish need to wake up early =0

im loving adidas now..haha duno y =P

2006-07-31T18:39:00.000+08:00

skewl was oookkkeeeyyy =)
practical lesson start at 8pm i came at 9 plus hahak =P
luckly never kena scold by my grinding teacher..
hmm..ferst appearence bout my grinding teacher:
hys okey lar.. a malay guy..hafnt yet see hys anger..ferst dae saw hym wat..duno how da peranggai was lyk..
actuali i was scared to enter hys class bcuz we r late rite..(mi,alfy n azmi)
den i was lyk tinking "alah..jush go ani lar.."
i learnt bout grinding..kinda scared bcuz all da spark flying around..
easy..?hmm okey lar..easy to watch but not easy to do hehek =P
at last i can catch up bit by bit..

haf lunch outside..eat 2 prata kosong =D
den talk bout erna..haish i actuali duno wat happen lar..
but i cn see she's awaes wib her so call "brothers" n not wib us (twee n fwens)
its not tat we wan to "busok kan name dea" cume we all dun lyk her attitude
blah blah blah..dun wan to talk bout her lar..

hmm my guy not werking todae bcuz hys feeling sick..
down wib fever n running nose..aaaawwwwww =D
but still cn meet hys fwens go ride hmmmm GUYS..
meet mi better rite =P

wen straight home..where else to go mah..
twee n her fwens drop at woodlands,i tink go causeway point..
she ajak mi but i dun wan to..i wanna go home straight n be a good gal hakz =D
reach home..biase lar "report to hubbie" hehek =)

2006-07-30T18:37:00.000+08:00

on my way to grandma's houz..

meet my grandma for awhile
den go westcoast park played kites wib my family..
so fresh todae..good for day dreaming hehek =P
sitting beside my mum lyk we were hafin pinic..
eat my mc chicken n coke while watching my dad flew da kite..
i wanted to try to flew da kite but den da wind is so strong n da kite'sstring snap haha =D

n my sis haf to take da falling kite far away frm my sitting place hahak
i saw her slipper snap also n she blame it on mi bcuz im da wan who ask her to take da kite as she's a fast runner n im not hehek =P
it was bad for mi bcuz i ignore her n ate my mc chicken haha (im sorie den wat do u expect mi to do hehek =P)
den sit beside my sis feeling so bored..den i decided to make a swing using tree leaves hahak..wat a stupid plan..but oni light ppl cn use it lar..if heavy of coz da leaves cannot support da weight rite hahak..

photo of my sis swinging herself on da leaves i made:

haha cnt u guys see she's barefooted?

look rite fun huh but too bad i cnt ride on it bcuz im heavy mah..

den my dad scolded us saying tat da trees is frm da government hahak =D

yar yar i noe its stupid for mi to do da stupid stuff =P

i took some leaves to make a tiara for my sis haha

it won't last long actually

den we played soccer wib my younger brother

its raining n we are all soaking wet

love playing in da rain YIPPIE =P

n..its tym to go home..

yey haf so much fun jush now =)

2006-07-29T22:46:00.000+08:00

ferstly i wanna say...

HAPIE BIRTHDAE IIRA!!!
may all ur wishes come true =)

hapie to iira but not hapi to mi..
its not bcuz im jealous bout wat her fwens gave her gifts..
i quarrel wib HYM over money matters..

Dear,
i noe im at fault but plz understand mi..y u awaes fite wib mi over small matters?small matter n for u its a very big matter..everydae we fite haish wen all tish haf to end?u awaes say tat i dun love u..but y..?wat makes u tink tat way?i nvr ever love ani guys except for u tau..haish..plz i won wan u to say lyk tat bcuz im not lyk tat ok..plz plz plz plz.. .

2006-07-27T18:00:00.000+08:00

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